What you want, what you need,
Nothing is what it seems,
Feel that hate, feel the fear,
A darkness is far too near,
Deep inside, a dark place,
Gives me a new face,
What I am, how I feel,
Can't tell what's fucking real,
The things that we have done,
At the time they seemed so fun,
What I want, what I need,
Nothing matters or so that's how it seems.
Things we did tonight,
Makes me feel alright,
I know what I am,
I know what I do,
I know the evil inside of you!
Things I want, things I need,
I will always need to feed,
I don't fear your withering touch,
I just want far too much,
Can you take any more,
Of being my emotional whore,
I will tear you apart,
I knew I would from the start,
I would tare you apart
The games we played went on too long,
And now I write this deadly song,
I speak to you in my dreams,
Only you know what I mean,
I felt the hate, I felt the fear,
Now it's nowhere near,
I miss the feeling of the rage,
The way we always turned the page,
Broke the limit, tore down the walls,
Until the minute that we would fall,
Nothing is real anymore, without my beautiful whore.
You make me feel so weak inside
But I don’t care anymore
I don’t feel the shame
I don’t feel the pain
I just don’t want to hide anymore
There's never been a better sin,
Then the one that I desire,
As I look into your eyes,
Will I drown in your sorrow
Or will we find our broken tomorrow in yesterday
And ride it to our demise
There is only one destination from here
It's shrouded in doubt and fear
credits
from Transhumanist Vol. 1 - Motel Magic,
released June 27, 2020
Beats & instrumental production by Brent "Databyte" Baldwin
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